One of my favorite
things to do is paper crafting, mixed media or altered art. Crafting to me is
very relaxing and therapeutic. I've been crafting for many, many years. I turn
on the music and get in my zone losing myself literally for hours. There have been
times that I once I set down, I don't get up until many hours later. Yes, I
know - that's not healthy - but when I'm in the zone, I'm in
the zone...I'm oblivious to the clock, literally.
Several months ago, I
wanted to create something from a box of tidbits leftover from other
projects. I grabbed the box and started pulling different things out that I had
placed in there. Looking at all the things laying out on my desk - I began layering
them. I'd move a piece here and a piece there. I'd tuck a piece of scrap paper
up behind this and move it over there.
Continuing to look in
the box for other scrap pieces, my eye caught the large butterfly at the bottom
of the box. It's called a wood veneer. It's probably 3 x 3 (give or take a few
centimeters). The butterfly now became the focal point of my layered
embellishment. I wanted to showcase the meaning of the butterfly in the way of
'transformation'.
The word TRANSFORMATION has
always been huge for me in life. I can't tell you how many times I've had to be
knocked down in order to get back up and through the process of being knocked
down - having a sense of transformation for change. Whether it was the change
of attitude, change of heart, change of mind or just plain change...in order to
transform the situation, there had to be a change of some kind taking
place. What's the adage, "don't expect a different result if you
aren't willing to make a change?" I remember using that line many
times when I worked in the Behavioral Health field...people were always wanting
things to change, but never wanted to put the time or effort to make the
necessary changes. They'd just stay on the same circle going around and around
and around...expecting a different result and then becoming frustrated because
things didn't change.
I'm all about change.
Sure, sometimes it's a difficult pill to swallow and sometimes, we are taken
out of our comfort zones - but if we aren't squeezed a bit - things will never
change. At least that rings true for me...I can't tell you how many times I've
had to change - all my life!! Too many times...and most of the time
it's because of other people's choices. Transformation - putting boundaries in
place. Removing the toxicity from our lives. Having filters in place. Learning
the two-letter word - NO. Learning how to forgive when wrongs have been done
towards you. That one is hard, isn't it...how many of you find it easy to
forgive? Better yet, forget the wrongs...? Easier said than done...but it is
doable. One needs to transform their way of thinking. Discard the old and bring
in the new. Maybe even have a change of heart.
Using the scraps and
tidbits in the box I mentioned above, this is the piece I created from those scraps.
I have it sitting here on my desk and I look at it daily. I see a new beauty in
the layered embellishment each time I look at it.
I haven't decided yet
what kind of journal it will grace the cover on or even who I will gift it to.
That will come once I begin working on it.
The same is true when I
look at people. I look at their eyes. I observe their body language and the
tones of their voice. I think I've always been a people watcher...people amaze
me on many levels. I can pick out the ones who are hurting or the ones who are
hiding behind the rose-colored glasses quite easily. You see when a person has walked
a journey filled with pain, abandonment, traumas, and everything else this may
look like - they can relate with no words spoken. When these same people learn
the true meaning of forgiveness and transformation, things change. They change.
They are free. They can walk into their futures with their heads held high free
of any judgments or ridicule from others. Transformation...
The sad reality though
is not everyone will have the opportunity to turn things around. Some people
fall into a deep, dark abyss never finding peace. They aren't willing to
forgive. They aren't willing to trust. They aren't willing to love. They are
lost...that's the harsh reality of life.
Transformation takes
time. It's not going to happen overnight. Taking the scraps of life and turning
them into something beautiful will take work. I call them stumbling blocks that
I've turned into steppingstones. Taking the scraps of life that have been dealt
and turning them into something beautiful in my life. That's what I've chosen
to do in life. I guess you could call them 'my layered embellishments'.
When we are hurt, we
literally must work through each layer - peeling it back like an onion.
Processing each layer before moving to the next...that's how we heal. That's
how we transform. That's how we change. Transformation...
I have another box
filled with many different types of scraps. I'm going to create beautifully
layered embellishments and think about how my life has transformed into
something beautiful today.
What do your layered embellishments look like?
Heart to Heart Soul
Creations
H2hsc2020
I love this creation with the Butterfly, Pink Flower and the White Heart. As I look at it I think about the day my daughter was called home and how life has changed since that day. I miss her and wouldn't want her to go through what we are facing now and I hate seeing C go through it as well but through God and Transformation we can and will make it past this and be better and stronger for it. Families will be closer.
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